Music.

Music fuels my restless soul.

Intj.

I like to think of myself as different, unique; but it'd be so much easier if I wasn't.

Then and now.

I was depressed, anxious, discouraged; saw the world as a hopeless abyss. Life seemed in the verge of ending, before it had even begun. I had no hope, and all I saw was failure; so, why even try. Now, I am hopeful, ambitious, and determined to make this life, this one life, the beat I can. I have dreams bigger than the universe, which is immeasurable. I know who I am, and failure is not in my nature. I will be successful and wealthy; no more fear and stress. I know what I am capable of, and it is anything. I climbed out of the hole, to stand in the sun, seeing the world with whole new eyes. Life is a gift, and I shall live it for myself, and myself alone.

Myself.

I do not care if you understand me or not, because, I understand myself, and that is what is important.

Desire.

My greatest desire in life is to be proud of myself. I may appear fairly confident in myself on the outside, but, on the inside, I have never been pleased with myself.

Today.

Maybe I'm not unhappy, but, simply indifferent.

Compliments.

Forget beautiful, cute, pretty, sexy, and hot. I'll take brilliant, strong, ambitious, unique and classy.

College.

I cannot wait to go back to class tomorrow. I miss the classroom terribly, and cannot bare to sit around here, at home, any longer.

Ambitions.

Some nights I cannot sleep. My head is filled with ideas, thoughts, dreams, and ambitions; my soul is restless. I cannot still, cannot focus, cannot wait; I just want to be free. The restlessness set in my soul becomes real, physical, and I cannot rest; I need to get up and go somewhere, do something. My ambitions are untamable; enormous and wild, in my soul.